dissolvedentity: Hiya!
Inuyasha96: Hey chickidee
Inuyasha96: Sup
Inuyasha96: I got your PM
dissolvedentity: Wow! Crazy font! ...Not too much here, just looking around the net.
Inuyasha96: I'm just playing catchup on PR
dissolvedentity: Hope there's not too much to catch up on. :-P
Inuyasha96: Oo are you kidding?
Inuyasha96: I'm so damn far behind it isn't funny
dissolvedentity: O_o That sucks!
Inuyasha96: Tell me about it
Inuyasha96: I only have a bit over 60 in post count
Inuyasha96: That's sad compaired to the rest
dissolvedentity: I have like, what, 1? 2? *L*
Inuyasha96: I remember I had over 1400 on the old forum
Inuyasha96: You're not as active as I am
Inuyasha96: LOL
dissolvedentity: Oh my GOD, 1400!? That's crazy!!
dissolvedentity: Are you gonna reply to my PM tonight...?
Inuyasha96: Why? I"m talking to ya now. ^_^
Inuyasha96: This will be better
dissolvedentity: Well, yeah. *L* That makes sense.
Inuyasha96: I am anxious to know who Evil Writer is
dissolvedentity: I know... but like I said in the PM, I do need to know what you plan to do with this information before I give it out. :-\
Inuyasha96: It depends on who this girl is
Inuyasha96: I cannot decide on my coruse of action until I know
dissolvedentity: Ahh... it's just... well, even if they have done a LOT of wrong, I don't want to let their identity out before I know what you might do. Pretend it's the worse case you
could imagine, what would you do? :-\ (did I make sense?? *L*)
Inuyasha96: Probably go off the top of the person't supposed to be a friend. I cannot say. I could
loose it. maybye not. Just consider. I've been wuite hurt throught this entire process, so that
should account for something. Whatever I do, these people deserve the consenquenses no
matter what.
Inuyasha96: Oh, please excuse the typos. I am ust typing abnormally fast, tonight
Inuyasha96: just*
dissolvedentity: (that's okay, I do that too *L*)
Inuyasha96: LOL
dissolvedentity: What would you do if I told you I was Evil Writer?
And that I didn't do this because I hate you, since I don't.
Inuyasha96: Oo, Uhh, is that honestly true?
Inuyasha96: ::Falls over::
dissolvedentity: Yeah.
Inuyasha96: ...
dissolvedentity: *wonders if you'd suspected or not*
Inuyasha96: No... I thought the person was someone named Amy
Inuyasha96: ::Completely dies::
dissolvedentity: She told you it wasn't her. Actually, I made sure she'd tell you she couldn't take credit for the shrine.
Inuyasha96: I am on the edge of unspoken words
dissolvedentity: I can understand that.
Inuyasha96: DG. Do you really undertand how I feel about that shrine
Inuyasha96: I am not happy about it at all
Inuyasha96: I don't consider it dedication, only hulmilitation
Inuyasha96: In my eyes, it belittles me
Inuyasha96: Are you even Gecko on PR?
dissolvedentity: Of course I understand that you're not happy. I got your e-mails to my evil writer account. Look, I don't hate you LQ, but some of the things you do or have done
either amuse or annoy me greatly. I know you're not an all bad person, but you're not all good either. And you've said some pretty rotten things to people. And yes, I'm Gecko too.
Inuyasha96: I see your point, but two wrongs don't make a right, and you're actually being no better
then I am. This isn't about revenge. This is about putting a stop to a situation I want ended. WHy
am I so bitter and rotton at times? Because I am sick of dealing with this entire mess. Making
that shrine didn't make things any better, it only made things worse. I've grown more bitter
because of it. Want to see a much nicer me. I need all this MIL shit put to rest, then. It isn't fair,
and have I done something so demonic in this life to deserve such cruel treatment? I am not
sardonic, ya know.
dissolvedentity: Sardonic means something close to sarcastic, I think.
And LQ, you were mean to people before all this started... starting with the first people who reviewed that story on FF.Net. And it carried over into your Guilds. You boss little KIDS
around and expect them to treat you like royalty. And when they DON'T, you give them hell. That never sat right. And the fact that you can never admit when you were wrong. There
always has to be an "I was wrong, but..."
dissolvedentity: *waits*
Inuyasha96: I've NEVER said I wasn't wrong at times. And with FF. I seem to remember some people
being VERY rude in the first 5 reviews, some which were very disgusting. Not only that, I seem to
remember how some people treated me like I was shit because I didn't behave and act in the
morals and views they believe in. This isn't about what someone wants another to act like, it's
about decisions on how you wish to be. I also seem to recall no one admitting wrong for treating
me like shit and harassing me. So I say this situation goes two ways. I'd for once like to see thew
other side of this situation take blame for once. I have been wrong on a LOT of things and I've
professed that on more the one occasion. But that doesn't hold with anyone. All that matters is
the amusement people get out of me and THAT'S wrong. Like people trying to turn my friends
against me. That's one thing which never sat too well. It was one of the most disgusting things
done. I can say, if truth be told, nither side has any blame to avoid. It's about high time people
stop coverning things up hiding from the facts, take the blame and drop this entire shit. The
people now who are being mean are the ones carrying this on. I want it stopped. I want people to
leave me alone. I want to get on with my life. I am sick of dwelling on it and tored of crying over
it. It isn't fair, it's wrong and I never did anything so wrong for this cruel treatment to continue.
It's time people learn to let go.
dissolvedentity: I don't know of anyone turning your friends against you. Could you elaborate...? Maybe that happened when I wasn't around, I don't know.
And sure, maybe this little shrine isn't nice but it's hardly so cruel as you make it out to be. And keep in mind, we're only talking about my actions here, not what other people did. So
let's keep it simple... since I can't speak for anyone but myself.
Inuyasha96: Hpowever, other people were included on your side and MIL does involve more then you
and I. So, this does expand out side your actions. It cannot be kept from that. And no. The shrine
is cruel. Yoi even went to the extreme to list some rants and rightful things I've said to you over
the past months which was wrong. I also thing I was nice enough to allow you to MST my fics
and then you list them again without my permission. You also posed as Lisa in guise as
someone intrested in my side of the situation, I trusted you, thought I had a good friend and out
of that, my Forbidden Love fic which I NEVER listed on the net was there for all to see. I hardly
call that nice. And now this. DG, I don't know how much trust I can place in you. I've really
wanted to call you a true friend. I really thought I had someone who I could convay my trust in.
And now, that's all shattered. ::Is really hurt:: You know? All this charading is wrong. That's
mean and cruel to pretend you're friends with someone then pose as another person who steals
and commits cruelity for the sake of revenge against someone who put all their trust in yop
enough to call you a friend. I think that's been taken over the top. It's bitter and cold. Heartless
and dispassionate. And people wonder WHY I am so bitter. That's why. Also. I am very hurt right
now. To tell the truth, I want to cry. I considerend you a very good friend. One I would go to the
extreme to defent. And is this how I am payed back? It isn't fair. I've NEVER done something so
demonic to deserve this. I'm not a demon or a vicious person. I am more caring then people
believe. I just DON'T like to be treated cruely. There are more ways to handle a person when
they're wrong and this *isn't* the way. ::Falls over to cry::
dissolvedentity: You're very dramatic. Look LQ, I tried to be friends with you, and indeed I still do find you a likeable person most of the time. And this has nothing to do with
revenge--what would I need revenge for? Maybe you didn't deserve it, and maybe you did. The shrine wasn't made to be cruel (and I never insulted you on it, I only posted what you
say). Also, the rants posted there have all been sent to me by other people. None of them were things you sent to me in confidence aside from e-mails to Evil Writer. But sometimes
you irk me--and other people!
Inuyasha96: ARGH! So do some of you. But, I don't go out of my way to get people back. >_< It
doesn't matter. We all can piss people off, but that doesn't give way to jab them back. What was
done to me was wrong, and no one seems to care. What? Am I the only one people thing is
wrong here? Ar people really that bias? I am not being melodramatic, I am being truthful. Is that
so hard to believe? No. I am just the essense of people's obsessions and amusement. Nothing
more then a mere puppet. Maybe I should stand outside and allow people to walk all over me.
Because that is how I am preceived to be. Some lowlife scum who created a f****** fictional story
no one gave a damn about, and that started the cruel treatment of a girl who only tried to excell
in her dreams. It isn't right. And this crap being carried out isn't right. I don't do this to other
people, but it's friggin' done to me! DAMNIT! It really isn't right. But one one gives two cents.
Everyone always told me, "Oh, if you stop talking about it and drop it, don't respond, then
maybe people will leave you alone." BAH! What a bunch of baloniga. (SP) It's all been lies from
the very start. If it were true, then this shit would've died by now. No. It won't. Because people
want me to pay for being a writer who didn't write a piticular story to the effect PEOPLE wanted.
That's what this is all about. Making someone pay. No. I won't put up with it any longer. It isn't
right. Even my friggin' e-mail has now been handed out to every damn peroon I didn't want to
have it. How fair is that? Not much at all. For once. I a,m at the point of going off the handle. I've
had it. This is getting ridiculous and cruel. The shrine, the deception, the misplaced trust. It's
mean and cold. I don't want it anymore. I don't want the lies. I don't want it thrown in my face,
ANYMORE! If I have to cut ties with people to make it stop, then I will. It's not going to involve
my life anymore. It's not going to keep depressing me, and it's not going to continue to stress
me out. If people are not going to end it, then I will. I grow weary. And I grow tired. Enough is
enough. If people cannot let go, then I will do it, for them. ::Runs away to cry and vent::
dissolvedentity: It's not all about your story! Will you pay attention to what I said? It's about the way you treated people--and CONTINUE to treat people! When will you understand
that?? As for your e-mail, it went to one other person. And anyway, it wouldn't have been that hard to find out, anyway. You want to vent? Do it. Let's have it. But I wish you'd
actually pay attention to what I'm telling you instead of bringing everything else into it. Especially stuff I had nothing to do with.
dissolvedentity: ....
dissolvedentity: I'm going to have to go soon, so... I'll wait a bit longer to see if you're going to reply. If you do, I'll respond, if not, I'll go. But if you don't reply, I'd like to
continue this discussion via e-mail/PM/IM.
Also, I'd like to know what actions, if any, you're going to take against me so I can be prepared.
Inuyasha96: I have nothing to say right now. I am hurt, angry and ned to get off soon so I can think. I
need to go cry and get this off my chest. I don't care if you think It's melodramatic, I'm being
truthful. I thought you were my friend. I trusted you. I cared! Should I now? I don't know. Maybe I
need reasons. But until then, I have nothing to say. :'(
dissolvedentity: All right. E-mail me or contact me somtime when you're ready to talk again.
Inuyasha96: We'll see
Inuyasha96: I don't know when I'll be better. I am pretty hurt and this was a huge slap in the face.
Maybe when people decide to accecpt they're being wrong, will I come around. It's all in other
court, now.
dissolvedentity: At least warn me if you decide to do anything.
Inuyasha96: Warn? I sure wasn't warned about this shrine. I sure didn't get any consideration
Inuyasha96: Maybe I need to cute ties. I don't know
dissolvedentity: Well, I'd like to know if someone's going to come kill me or something. heh
Inuyasha96: cut*
dissolvedentity: Or try to sue me.
Inuyasha96: Or try to steal from me or dceive me
Inuyasha96: It's the other way as well
dissolvedentity: Nooo. Because killing and suing is a little different. And I EXPLAINED it wasn't stealing. Several times. As have other people, like Amy.
Inuyasha96: If I decide to cut ties, I am not going to tell anyone
Inuyasha96: I don't care about Amy. She's a rude jerk
dissolvedentity: You're still ignoring my first two points. Or whatever. I'd like to be warned if you intend to cause any sort of injury (and hey, don't pretend like it never came off
like you were going to hunt EW down), or sue me. try to sue me.
Inuyasha96: Maybe I may do that. Maybe I'll do something a bit harsher. I haven't decided. Until
people are going to treat me better then they have, I am not going to tell people, anything.
dissolvedentity: I still would like to know what you consider "harsher". Honestly, LQ. All I did was poke fun over the internet. You appear to be threatening my personal safety.
Inuyasha96: And how? Poke fun? It's curel punishment! Not just some harmless joke! WHen will
people realize that? Oh I forgot. No one else is going through that so sure it's easy for them to
say things like thay. >_< And I am NOT LQ. Damn I hate that name. ::Glowers:: I will NOT answer
to that. It's either Inu or Jen
dissolvedentity: All right then, Jen. You're still ignoring my question. So I'll put it bluntly: Are you, or are you not, threatening to harm me.
As for poking fun, I didn't consider it cruel. But you do, and I can't make you think otherwise. But a "joke" can't bring anyone any harm. It's not dangerous, even if it seems mean
and uncalled for.
Inuyasha96: It's IS bringing me harm. It's affecting me physically and mentally. You don't know. You're
not here with me to see. So how can you judge what and how this cruel treatment is affecting
me? But everyone talks about how m333an I am, yet they commit the very acts they so adament
against. How friggin' right is that? Okay. This is getting me nowhere. You people don't give a
damn about me. So why should I? As I said before. I am just a mere puppet for amusment. I
should be apathetic.
dissolvedentity: Well, if you're apathetic, then the situation wouldn't concern you. Just answer my question, because threatening someone is a serious thing. Stop dancing around it.
Inuyasha96: I have no answer. Not until I receive my answers. And, I have MANY questions I want
answered.
dissolvedentity: Then ask.
Inuyasha96: At this point, it can wait. I am too damn upset and angry to ask. When I decide to ask
them I will. And when they're answerd, will I then answer anyone else's.
dissolvedentity: Fine. I'm out of here, then. Need to get some sleep and all.
Inuyasha96: All right